Dear tomoya,
Last friday after I went to my friend's church, I realized something. Two and half years ago, I transferred from my old college to Ualbany. After that so many unhappy things happened: got sick, so unhappy, GPA drop so much, etc. Around that time, is the time that I don't go to church that much. At that time I think why do I have to rely on god so much. I can't touch him, hear him, feel him, and I don't even know if he really can help me or not. And why so many things happening to me and he didn't help me. So at that time I stopped rely on god and trust him so much. But that day while I was at the church I realized that, I changed a lot after I transferred to Ualbany, I said bad words, do a lot of things that god doesn't like it. I found out that it is not god doesn't help me. It is that I walked away from god. Those things happened cuz I am not relying god anymore. (I want to share my experience of god to you) I hope I can change. I hope I can rely on god more. You know what? every day, time and thing could be change, except our faith. I hope my faith won't ease easily. I hope we learned to treasure while we are still having it not after we lost it, this is the reason why I love you. I love you, not because of my temporary passion, but because I chose to.
Love you,
Ting
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